Louis part 2

Louis seemed to dote on his father, but I have never seen him cry.  He seemed to bottle up his feelings, something just didn't sit right with me, how he grieved, just call it a gut instinct.  Louis says he loves his pets, I haven't seen much evidence off that either. He gives them Guinness to drink, he was cruel to one  of his dogs the other day,  I really don't know what is to become of him, 

I am Louis, I feel I don't have a conscience. The only people I feel anything for are my brothers' niece and nephew.  and dead father.  Mother hits me, she acts as if she hates me.  Even now I'm treated like rubbish.  I watch TV programs to find ways to fit into society, pathetic, isn't it! I mirror people's behavior. 

I watch Sherlock Holmes, Cumberbatch of course. I like him, think people are stupid. I can lie and flatter women, and they believe it.  I am a Misogynist.  I like my drink, I also have a drug problem. I have to be careful because I work as an electrician on the highways, and I can't afford to fail the piss test, but I know the routine, so I carry on regardless.

I don't need a girlfriend unless it's for sport. I'm quite happy on my own doing nothing. I want a woman to adore me and praise me.  I will be charming, and give her everything she wants; until she trusts me enough, I will stay with her long enough to steal her bank details, and as much information as possible. I will take her shopping, suggest she buys things and look over her shoulder while she pays for things, and relieve her of her pin number.  I will take her on dates, have sex with her. In a week I will make some excuse and leave her.  I will have all her private details, names of her children, relatives etc, now I can work on her passwords, I can't fail.

Time to start work, I can't sit here all day thinking how wonderful I am. I am on nights, start at 8pm, Its a highly skilled job wiring up speed cameras on the smart motorways.  It's a bad night, raining heavily, making the job a bit more dangerous, I get a kick out of the more challenging work. beep beep, the sound of a car horn there's my lift, work time,

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